y.de.chu’s

突然，被自己吓着了！

我是谁？

我在做什么？

在我身旁的又是谁？

在过去的一年，五年，甚至十年里，我都在做什么？

然后，我还有多少个一年，五年或十年？

到底到底，我都在做什么？谁能告诉我？

Filed under: Uncategorized on July 2nd, 2009 | No Comments »

Woke up not knowing the exact day or time…

Closed eyes again…

Opened eyes with shock ‘Have I overslept?!’

Trying hard to figure out the day and time…

‘No, I didn’t. I’ve already attended the class or whatever I needed to attend’

Closed eyes…

Open eyes… ‘so what’s the time now?’

Peeked at the window… still bright outside…

Continued sleeping…

Opened eyes…

Stared… at… anything right in front of me…

‘I have this this this to do… that and that are waiting for me… I don’t have much time on bed.’

‘But I’m tired. I need more rest.’

Dragged self out from the bed and HAF to worry about food and all…

I SO hate the feeling.

I SO want to go back home… where food is always ready…

Ishh.. I’m not being emo. But I really feel damn tired, can or not? Ishh!!!

Filed under: Uncategorized on June 29th, 2009 | 1 Comment »

那空洞的感觉，怎么又来了？

Care bout only those who care about me
Care bout only those who care about me
Care bout only those who care about me
Care bout only those who care about me
Care bout only those who care about me

Filed under: Uncategorized on June 28th, 2009 | No Comments »

To care about only those who care about me
To care about only those who care about me
To care about only those who care about me
To care about only those who care about me
To care about only those who care about me
To care about only those who care about me
To care about only those who care about me
To care about only those who care about me
To care about only those who care about me
To care about only those who care about me
To care about only those who care about me
To care about only those who care about me
To care about only those who care about me
To care about only those who care about me
To care about only those who care about me
To care about only those who care about me
To care about only those who care about me
To care about only those who care about me
To care about only those who care about me
To care about only those who care about me
To care about only those who care about me
To care about only those who care about me
To care about only those who care about me
To care about only those who care about me
To care about only those who care about me
To care about only those who care about me
To care about only those who care about me
To care about only those who care about me
To care about only those who care about me
To care about only those who care about me
To care about only those who care about me
To care about only those who care about me
To care about only those who care about me
To care about only those who care about me
To care about only those who care about me
To care about only those who care about me
To care about only those who care about me
To care about only those who care about me
To care about only those who care about me
To care about only those who care about me
To care about only those who care about me
To care about only those who care about me

Filed under: Uncategorized on June 26th, 2009 | 13 Comments »

So I went out to have lunch dinner with ulat and shopped for some time in Sunway Pyramid and spent roughly RM100! Grrr… crazy woman, I tend to spend lots more when I’m with ulat crazy crazy!!! And I ended up not buying cartridge for my printer (which was what I planned to buy) because I don’t want to literally starve for the rest of the month!

I’ve met this one friend of ulat last year around May and… I met her again last month (so it’s after one year)… Just now while talking to ulat, she said that this friend couldn’t recognize me when she met me last month. Only after ulat told her that it was me then only she realized, and she said:

That was cute.
This is mature.

Ok. Thank you. I didn’t know that I was cute.
And thank you. For warning me that… I look old. Huhu… I know ‘mature’ is a polite way of saying ‘old’.

Huhu… heck, I myself also think that I look so much older now! Wth wth wth wth!

And just few days ago, someone told me not to take pictures so frequently with my classmates when I complained that I looked old in the pictures. T.T That further verifies the fact that I DO LOOK OLD. Wth wth wth wth!

People, chase me to sleep if you see me on net passed midnight!!!

Filed under: Uncategorized on June 22nd, 2009 | 4 Comments »

Smart one. I make myself broke at the time when my dry food container in the kitchen more than half empty and only 0.1% of raw food in the fridge belongs to me. I am really smart, no?

But whee, I bought myself healthy nice nice green tea bags!

Filed under: Uncategorized on June 22nd, 2009 | No Comments »

有人告诉我，
乐观，正面想法，是可以学习的。
不好随波逐流，不好跟着感觉走。

一直都知道，是可以学习的。
一直都知道，不能跟着感觉走。

只是，总是不随心所欲，总是跟着社会标准。。。
不累吗？

也一直都知道，
嘴里总是说旁人固执，
自己也是个顽固的家伙。

朋友总说，
我知道自己是个怎样的人，
我知道自己要的是什么，
嘿~ 我总是那么容易识破吗？

也许朋友不知道的是，
我知道该怎么达到我所要的。
但是。。。我顽固。。。
我不执行不认同的，
不是不道德，就是不认同。
这，让我错失了多少机会啊？

再想，我。。。还得错失多少机会？
我，何时才情愿面对呢?

Filed under: Uncategorized on June 18th, 2009 | No Comments »

So true, the only leader I’m interested in is Duke of Zhou. keke… not that I know a lot about this person. But.. hrmm… you know how Chinese connect ’seeing Duke of Zhou’ to ’sleeping’? Hehe.. this is the reason why I like ‘him’… I like seeing ‘him’ because when I say ‘I see him’, it means ‘I’m sleeping’ haha!

So, when I say I like him, it means I like sleeping la!

Filed under: Uncategorized on June 17th, 2009 | No Comments »

WOW! It was a busy happy 3 days weekend! I’m gonna finish up the 2 episodes of the series ‘The threshold of a persona’ and then go to bed! So, gonna update what happened in these 3 days when I’m in the mood and have the time!

Show off one picture here first

can spot me not? hahaha...

Filed under: Uncategorized on June 15th, 2009 | 2 Comments »

You know what?

I’m tired.

You know what?

I see broken glasses on the floor.

You know what?

I don’t know how long it’s gonna take.

You know what?

I’m tired.

Filed under: Uncategorized on June 9th, 2009 | No Comments »