http://ydechu.110mb.com ... my way, my words, my thoughts, my feelings... Thu, 26 Nov 2009 17:49:17 +0000 http://backend.userland.com/rss092 en The urge is becoming stronger. I.HAVE.TO.LEAVE.THIS.PLACE change of environment. I need. I'm looking for student exchange program or some kind. Aware of any? http://ydechu.110mb.com/?p=638 Leave if your mind is "underage" drugs drugs drugs drugs.... I've been reading so much on drugs that I feel like gulping them all in! Best way of understanding drugs, no? Somemore somemore, after gulping them all in, I sure will be abnormal in one way or another. Then right... Don't Need to Read! Hoho... nobody ... http://ydechu.110mb.com/?p=630 Penny complained that my blog is so "grey"~ So, right... I decide to instill some colors here~ . . . . . . . . . . . Nah, colors! http://ydechu.110mb.com/?p=626 I suddenly have the urge to be lost from this place. This place that people can find me. Don’t get me wrong. I don’t mean killing myself. This place doesn’t mean this world. Like, gone to another nation? To a place nobody knows me. Is that possible? Yes, nothing is impossible. But, will I or can I make it ... http://ydechu.110mb.com/?p=621 I’ve spent my time in bed the whole day today yesterday. There’s a heaty discussion among the psychos regarding our internship report in emails and I can’t seem to comprehend at all! It’s like I’m reading but not decoding =.=’’’ Whenever I sit in front of the laptop, my mind keeps ... http://ydechu.110mb.com/?p=615 I am... slowly... losing myself, again. Don't talk to me. http://ydechu.110mb.com/?p=614 我想念老妈。。。 我想念我姐。。。 我想念侄儿。。。 来临 的年尾假期，我该回家吗？ 很想。。。很想回家。。。 这种时刻，该理智吗？ 人家真的很想回家的说。。。 还剩四个钟就得准备去上班了。。。可是，我还是很想家。。。 无人可撒娇，悲哀。:'( http://ydechu.110mb.com/?p=611 Imagine you're a baby in a woman's womb. One unfortunate day, your mother and father get into a car accident. Your father is thrown out from the car, rushed to the hospital immediately, unsure if he could be saved. Your mother is dead on the spot and you as a baby in the ... http://ydechu.110mb.com/?p=608 事业、亲情、友情、爱情；哪个，你摆在第一位？ 无论你把哪个放在第一；它们，总是问题的根源。 太多的人事物，让我很无奈。 累了，心很累了。 累得让我。。。捉摸不到自己。 迷失了。 努力过，失败了。 无法自己。 会做出什么，不晓得。 只知道，我无法自己了。 也不想让自己那么不堪，那么痛苦了。 真的不想了。。。 http://ydechu.110mb.com/?p=606 Seriously, kill me using a very sharp knife if you want. Really. Don't torture me by using that blunt knife... Cannot d... I cannot d... !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! http://ydechu.110mb.com/?p=602