Sigh… I ate too much for my dinner, too full to be focusing on revision.
This time, things seem to be so different.
For the previous week, I fell asleep almost immediately after climbing on bed. Yet, for the past two nights, I started to become so nervous and scared after switching off the light. What happened [...]
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My heart muscles twitched so hard while I caught a glimpse outside of the window. I turned to the clock and it said, ‘7.48pm’. I paused and thought about what I was doing while it’s already so dark outside. I was reading someone’s blog. And I haven’t touched any notes or books or journals today. [...]
Filed under: Uncategorized on February 27th, 2009 | 2 Comments »
The chance is here, it’s right in front of me.
Yet… I’m scared.
I’m unsure if I can make it.
I’m really scared.
The first thing I thought of was ‘what if I didn’t perform well?’ instead of ‘yeah, I’ve got the chance finally!’ This is pathetic, no? Sigh…
I hate this.
Why am I so lousy?
Why don’t I trust [...]
Filed under: Uncategorized on February 12th, 2009 | No Comments »
Things are back to Sunway style of life now. Let phone alarm calls me up for at least twice before pulling self from the bed, walked to class while thinking lots on the way, trying hard to focus in class, stay back for group discussions, back from class and catch nap that last for at [...]
Filed under: Uncategorized on February 11th, 2009 | 1 Comment »
Saw mobile ice-cream seller on the way back from uni and remembered that if I were at home, I could always go to the fridge to reach out for an ice-cream among the many favors and types available. I was hungry around 7pm last night and remembered that I could always approach the fridge and [...]
Filed under: Uncategorized on February 5th, 2009 | 2 Comments »